Jupiter sextile Sun

And conjunct the Moon, in my case, with Sun at 18 Aries and Moon at 19 Aquarius. Another aspect it would be nice to be born with, no? And if you had Jupiter at 18 Gemini, then every time....oh well, never mind. I love myself for who I am and work with what I have.

It does feel like a long long time since I've felt this good. I meant to say to Dr. M this morning that maybe I should stop taking the medication, as I'm not the slightest bit concerned about not having money and there being no work, although of course I do have money, for another two years or so if I'm lucky before I have to join the Hemlock Society.

But all I did was tell him about Drama Workshop with Frank and Line Dancing with Vera at the senior center, and how I was going to take him a copy of the play I wrote after realizing the therapist who was murdered last February shared his office space but I don't have any copies of it ha ha, but as soon as I get some I'll send him one, and then asked if he had any samples of Celexa as I'm going to be in Spain and my prescription's running out.

I did tell him I've had an epiphany since I came here from Silver in January, that it's time to stop going from here to there and back again the way I've been doing, since that means I never build a life in either place, and that I'm comfortable here finally after 9/11. He told me I looked relaxed and happy, which I take to mean I've never looked like that before in his presence, and God knows I know I didn't look like it for years after 9/11. I said it was because when I asked Beginner Spanish instructor last night if he thought I could go on to Intermediate Spanish next session he told me I should be there now, which did indeed make me feel as emotionally satisfied as Jupiter to the Moon is supposed to, although I missed out the part about Jupiter and the Moon.

Anyway, he seemed pretty happy to see me happy, and gave me samples of something called Lexapro as he didn't have any Celexa, so we shall see if Lexapro continues to keep me happy. There's a sexless figure with one leg standing on a spiral with its arms out to its side and a disembodied head floating over its body on the packet, and it's escitalopram oxalate, so I'm sure I'll be fine. At least until Jupiter reaches 20 Aquarius.